How Ibu?

Do you hear me?

Ibu dengar ati rindukan ibu?

Ati keep rewinding, and in a process untuk sentiasa ingat yang you did left me

it devastating bu

i keep remembering, how tired you were. never did i know yang ibu's dying. di depan mata ati. under my care. under my watch.

our last weekend together - nothing much yang berbeza

Ati kemas bilik ibu, sapu habuk. lap kipas

there is no sign - stating you are going to leave me

terngiang2, ibu nak pisang kak, akak carikan buah naga... ibu nak bubur..

and then, everything happen in a second

in glimpse. there you go

i wont able to hear your voice

i wont be able to give you hug- mencium pipi lembutmu

takde tangan untuk di usap erat

tiada doa yang menghurung hari, membelah badai

everything change. 

i need to adapt 

dikerah gerak, dipaksa berdiri

my life shattered bu.