addicted to the KOrean drama [ cinderella stepsister ].. killing my Precious sLeep tyme!!

ya.. the best thing that occur in my break recently is the new korean drama at KBSworld channel..

damn.. i feel so so so addicted with this drama.. damn! it's so GOOD

and lately, i couldn't help myself to watch it online..

at ASTRO 303, the current episode is 12, but on that country apparently it is at the end of it..

hehehe..

EUn jo and kiHOON Oppa....

giler best cerita nie.. giler2 ahhhh!!!! hurm, meh aku bg sikit sinopsis...

song eunjo ( moon geun Young) adalah seorg anak yatim yg tkder ayah.. dia ada seorg mak, yamg agak tamak n tak berperikemanusiaan (boleh ker aku ckp cmnie?) mak dia berkahwin ngan seorg laki ni, dia kaki arak.. mak dia ada seorg lagi anak laki yang masih kecik2, nama Han Jung Woo ( Taecyeon ).. disebabkam mak dia ni fed-up, so dia larik.. dgn tggalkan eun-jo and jung woo.. cari laki kaya.. n dia bekerja kat sebuah kedai arak.. DAeseong brewbery.. (betul ker aku cerita ni).. tuan punya kedai arak nie.. Gu Daesong and sorang anak perempuan.. Gu Hyo sun ( Seo Woo).. hyo sun ni budak yang manja.. dia kebudak-budakkan.. (mybe sebab dia tkder mak).. ada seorg laki yang kerja kat kedai arak ni.. namanyer HOng KI HUUn (Chun Jung Myung).. Ki-hun adalah salah sorang anak tauker terbesar arak beras kat korea.. HONG brewery.. tp, sebab begaduh ngan mak tiri n abg2 tirinya, dia bawak diri.. jd dia kerja kat kedai arak nie..

nak djadikan cerita, mak eun-jo and bapak hyu-sun kawin... mak dia bawak eun-jo jer.. jun-woo kena tggal nagn laki tu.. so.. jadila stepsister.... eun-jo nie, budak yang hati keras.. degil.. pentingkan diri sendiri.. tp, hati dia baik.. at first, hyu-sun, sgt teruja dapat kakak n mak yang dia idamkan.. dia syang giler kat kakak dia.. sebab eun-jo lama tak g sekolah.. jadi bapak hyu-sun masukkan dia ke sekolah.. 1 kelas lak ngan hyu sun.. eun-jo suka belajar.. n dia sgt rajin.. tp. dier takder basic akademik... boleh dalam 1 scene tu, dia score math ngn jayanya hanya sebab dia HAFAL.. hhahaha.. dia rajin giler.. jadi dia mtk bpak tiri dia hire sorang tutor khas untuk dia.. Ki hun yang kena ajar.. adorable giler la jantan nie.. sgt gentleman.. bila ki hun tanya eun-jo asal study mati2aan.. dia kata.. dia kena rebut pelunag ni habis2an sebab dia tak tau, bila mak dia nak tukar laki lain.. sob2.. meruntun jiwa wehhhh

secara tak langsng,, ki hun nagn eun-jo jadi rapat.. but it alarm hyu sun yang dia semakin kehilangan semua empunyanya kepada kakak tiri dia sendiri..

yang lain.. lain kali plak.. t aku update kalu ada masa..

it's blister la.. bukan ketuat~~

yesterday.. my mum had a great fun when she making her first marhaban performance at Segari.. hehhe.. she went there since 8 am.. and come home at 1.30pm..

at home.. my father complaining that his "tapak kaki" in pain.. i thought it was a ketuat since it shown some dark color and swell.. my father look so in pain.. n he walked terhenjut2.. kesian abahku..

lebih kurang camnie.. tp lagi besar punyaaa.. huhuhu sakit kott... and when he shown that to danish.. budak ni pergi pijak plak.. kesian bapakku.. hahahaha

after my ibu come home.. she asked my abah to go to hospitall.. as ussuall.. xnak punya...

and this morning.. he went to HAT, by himself.. my ibu afraid that he couldnt drove the car after the treatment.. what if my father will have small operation to remove that thing? how could he pressing the pedal, when his right feet is swelling? she asked me to accompany him. but as ussual.. taknak punyaa .. (-_-).. abah2..

and after he come home.. he said it was a blister=lepuh.. tula.. tak suka pakai kasut sangat.. hahahahah

kebahagiaan sebelum perpisahan

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang

Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih

Chorus
Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti

luka lama, terbuka =)

similar FRIDAY kan?

jumaat yang sama membuka luka minggu lalu..

perasaan yang sama.. sakit yg sama..

how to make women happier?

A man only needs to be:

1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

54. Never to forget:

* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes

hahahaha… senang jew kan nk wat gurl hepi..igt je 54 langkah ni.. nk taw plak camne nk wat laki hepi?

1. Show up naked
2. Bring food

haha..=) hakikat itu pedih kan..

Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care,never talk about feeling if they aren't really there.Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart.Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.If you really mean forever,then say you will try.Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing

penat

hari basuh rumah hamster.. takut nak pegang.. kuang3... raser nak bg jer "malam" makan.. (shhh.. tie ipan marah)

SELAMAT HARI GURU

thanks a bunch to all my teachers.. for all the love, advice, knowledge, and care, i totally appreciate it.. today.. i'm here.. standing here, proud to be myself.. proud to be the one who had a chances to learn from all of you.. for all the"muallim" who had responsible creating, designing, shaping, ME.. thank you.. thank you..

hey, i got a news.. she getting an opportunity to be a teacher.. gudluck.. you didnt need any advice from me, even to have me to care about you.. because you already have that? right? so,, JAIHOO.. best of luck.. from the older me..

good luck koko

sunyi

kamu sepi tanpa sebarang berita.. kenapa? kenapa? terima kasih.. akan ku ingat ini..

XXX

Memiliki cinta manusia

Belum tentu mengundang bahagia

Kdgkala berdepan dengan sengsara

Bila kasih hadir berdasarkan rupa

Bila cinta kerana harta

Bila sayang tanpa rela

Namun bagi manusia

Kita terus mencari cinta

Walau dikabarkan betapa derita

Walau kita sedar ia tidak setanding cinta yg Esa

maafkan teman

Hembusan bayu yang bertiup

Bersama deruan ombak

yang memukul pantai

Hatiku sayu bila mengenangkan

Perpisahan yang tak diundang

Bertahun kita melangkah bersama

Sela cita-cita buat bekalan ke sana

Harapan ayah bonda janji pada agama

Kitakan terus mara biarpun

badai yang datang melanda

Kita hanya mampu berusaha

Hanya Allah menentukannya

segalanya adalah milik-Nya

Dalam berusaha kita diuji

Kekadang tohmah kita dicaci

Diturutkan rasa hati ingin

dilepaskan beban ini

Mujur ada teman membantu

Sokonganmu buat inspirasi

Berpeganglah pada janji

kita yang dibina

Semoga kitakan dirahmati

Oh teman....

cinta bukan untuk mengongkong.. let it go..

kawan @bF?

memba atau balak? balak atau memba? maner satu? manusia akan pilih siapa? siapa yg lg penting? kawan atau balak?

kesal, sedih, hampa, kecewa.. aku sedih bila kawan aku pilih seorang lelaki, dan membuang aku.. sebagai sahabatnyer.. hanya seorang lelaki.. lelaki.. yer, semua manusia ada pandangan masing2.. begitu juga aku.. bagi aku, friend is first.. others.. kemudian.. tp, tak semua org ader pendirian yag sama macam aku.. mungkin hnaya aku jer yg berfikir camnie.. maybe hanya aku jer yg ade pemikiran kolot camnie.. maybe just me.. yg bodo.. meletakkan segalanya kat seorg kawan..

aku sedyh.. sunyi.. kawang yang aku sayang.. menunjukkan belangnyer.. taring, yang aku takut nak tgk.. taring yg bertahun dier sembunyikan.. tapi.. aku tahu, rupernyer.. dier bermuka2 sahaja.. memberi pembohongan kat aku, dan membuatkan aku tertipu dengan semua ini.. aku tertipu.. tertipu dek kesetiaanya.. kasihnyer sbagai teman.. tp, apa yg aku tak nampak... kawan aku menyimpan taring yang tajam,. yg mampu melukakan aku.. sebagai temannyer..

hurm.. aku sedih.. perit.. bukanke ini zaman kawan2? bukankah? bukankah sekarang masanyer aku bergembira bersama teman2? bila kawan aku membawa insan yg bernama lelaki dalm persahabatan ini.. its totally different.. benda ni lain.. berubah.. tp.. dier tak paham.. bg dier.. ini masanyer nak bercinta.. membuang persahabatan yg murah ini.. dan memilih cinta?

cinta pasti binasa.. aku doakan.. kalu itu yang dapat bagi kau erti bahagia.. aku doakan.. aku doakan ko gembira.. biarpun, ko sebnarnya melapah hati aku.. hati aku..

kadang2.. aku tak nampak apa pentingnyer babi tu? tempat memuaskan nafsu? menyemai kasih? terhutang budi? terhutang nyawa? atau apa? temapt nak dapat perhatian? memenuhi keinginan?? (sigh).. aku tak paham.. apa yg seorng kawan tak dapt bg?

tp, aku percaya pada jodoh.. jodoh.. hurmm.. aku percaya yang setiap manusia ader empunya nya? knapa perlu cari? semuanya dah tertulis?

untuk kau..

aku benci kau.. kita bukan kawan lagi.. (T.I.T.I.K)

bukan die

benci babi tu..

tolonglah pergi.. jauh dr mataku!

aku benci ko..

hate you

it's mother's day

love is such a little word,

but, Mum it seems to say

EVERYTHING we want to tell you

on your very special day-

there are so many memories

of happy times shared with you,

the year ahead will bring still more for us

to look forward to-

There's a great big "THANK YOU"

for the things you've said and done

and lots of MOTHER'S DAY

hugs for you

MUM, YOU'RE A WONDERFUL ONE

love touches every wish that's made

just with you in mind

And every wish that's made for you

is the extra-special kind

Yes, love is such a little word,

but it has a special touch

Because, Mum you are someone

who is truly loved so much!

ibu, jganla sakit daah.. ati akan slalu doakan ksihatan ibu.. hurm..

sekitar 5 mei 2010

yesterday, aku bertambah umur.. tambah lagi 1 kat 21.. =)

hurm.. beday ku bermula pada pukul 12 lagi.. heheh.. 12 pg yer.. sebok menjawab semua wish kat facebuk.. melayan mesej2 memba yg selalu igt tarikh keramat nie.. tepon koko.. marah2 dier sebab tak hantar kad birthday.. yerla.. masuk ni dah 2 tahunla kiranyer, koko tak bg kad birthday.. hurm.. sedayla kot.. tp, tkperla.. dier ader reason dier sendiri.. takleh la aku cakap aper2.. then.. paginyer.. hari bermula pukul 12.. hahaha.. biar da 22 tahun,, habit memang susah nak ubah.. hurm.. memang tak masuk la rezeki den.. bgun lambat.. terjaga sebab terbau semerbak kuah kurma yang ibu masak.. wulawehhh.. sedap tak?? bgun cepat2 nie.. then bukak komputer.. layan facebook.. huhuuhuu.. prestasi yg sungguh mengakagumkan.. bgusla fB nieh.. member2 sumer wish.. baik rpsian, uiaan.. huhuhu.. memnag best..

petangnyer.. dalm pukul 230ppm, opah cik n tok cik datang.. hehhee.. gtulaahh... "masakla paper tie, birthday kan?" weylah.. aperker? tak phm aku.. kalu ibu suruh.. tkper.. ni.. ayoaii

ipan balik.. ajak g beli hamster.. fuyaw.. fuyaww22.. best tak? best la kot.. dier beli semua.. lengkap.. tp buat mase nie, tak tau nak bg namer aper.. huhu.. sweet tak adik sayer?? sweet wehh

ni hadiah dari irfan nawawi.. huhuuhu.. sayang lebih la gapan.. sweet g&&((&^ nyer laaahh~~~~

balik umah.. around 700pm. tgk biggest loser as usuall.. then tup22. gelap.. BLACKOUT la weyhh.. ayoaii.. panas der... hurm.. gtula.. tp enjoy.. sebab gembira

malam tu, aroud 8pm.. pin33xx keta wira muncul depan umahh.. yeaayy..? kenapakah??? nila yang sampai rumahh... special fromm??? NUR SYAZRIENA GHAZALI

ni, cupcake keluarga.. tp nama aku tarakk.. sayu sungguhlaa~~

tgk2.. danish pun tkder miss ooo.. adik aku tuuueehh~~

danish makn keknyer.. sungguh berselera kot.. tp tak habis.. katanyer kenyang.. "nish kenyang la bu"

ni.. untuk beday gurll.. biar jauh di mata.. dari kelantan datang kot~~ lalalalaaa.. TQ KOKO

overallll... saya tarik balikla aper yang saya cakap.. u are my very best la koko.. bersyukurnyerlah dapat kawan cm mung.. tq koko.. u help me lighter my day.. biarla takde kad pon,, koko mesti bg yg lebih mengancam.. hahahhaaa.. ayat jaga hatii.. hey.. i can smell your plan kay.. but.. it was the best suprise i had ever.. tq dear.. love YOU SO MUCH!!!!

5th + 5 Mei = 10~~~ lalalalala

happy birthday izzat.. sweet 22nd

hari ini hari lahirmu,

hari ini bertambah lagi usiamu,

hari ini akan bertambah jua tanggungjawabmu,

hari ini akan menjadikan dirimu lebih matang,..

dek ujian yang akan mendatang,

hari ini akan menjadi saksi ketabahan dirimu,

mengharung onak dan duri,

hari ini Allah telah memendekkan lagi jarakmu denganNya,

semakin berkurang tempoh untuk beramal,

semakin kubur mempersiapkan tempat untukmu,

semakin bersedia malaikat maut datang menjemput,

semakin dekat amalan dihitung

dan semakin hampir haruman Firdausi.. atau azabnya Jahanam

my younger brother had gave me this~~ giler jiweng

as usuall.. no birthday card arrived today.. as LAST YEAR

we're not going

last week, my big uncle decide to make a family day at port dickson.. and we had decided to not participating in this event.. ya.. the money was one of the problems, but the mastermind behind dat had give a great force for me to ensure my mum to pull out from this..

first and for most... the problem is transportation..

we had to take a bus, to go to kl.. and a train to putrajya.. ya, both of them were at the putrajaya.. and ofcose it's too far from the bukit jalil stadium..

second.. 25 from lumut-kl, and another 10 for the train.. it cost 35 per head dear.. and how if we times it with 6? hA? and how about we double up the number? for "pergi balik"? it's too much i guess

next.. im afraid.. we wouldnt enjoy it.. ya ofcost.. at PD, there's only 2 room for the whole member? and who will sacrifice? the eldest? nope.. my granny? of corse noT!! the yougest? with that kind, some sort of behavior.. "sok tauu"?? no..

it will droven us too sacrifice!! where is the fun then? where is the FAmily day then?? lost nowhere...>>>

then.. lastly.. ofcorse it will cost all of our energy.. my mum is the one and only. who then will be "buli" to do this and that.... hurmm... bOys.. as usuall~~~ such a loser.. giving wife to rule out their life... how about their mother? wondering around?? semoga tuhan jerla yang boleh tunjukkan kat kamu2.. glad to have the greatest mum here.. she had shown such a good example for us.. and i will always put her FIRST!!

ya.. again.. my mum tears.. always.. always causing me myself to think.. to thought.. how far they will act like this to my family? kami memang serba serbi kurang.. semua kurang.. tapi.. happiness... bless.. is always with us.. Hey.. rumah saya ader org tua yang kami jaga.. mungkin bukan sebaik mungkin.. tp tak macam kamu2.. LOSER..!!

hopefully.. tuhan akan merahmati keluarga saya.. dear God thanks alot for the love.. happiness.. thanks.. thanks.. alhamdullillaaahhh~~~

it happening again and again.. =)

what is happening? ya,, it almost 4 years.. again it happening..
it's really scary when i couldn't do anything to avoid this
i couldn't do my really best.. hardest to diminish all the bad thought..
all the bad impression.. the opposite feelings of love.. i couldn't stop thinking negatively.. ya.. this is really me..

aahhhhh.. y? y? is it me, who cannot tolerate.. let go of it.. acting as adult.. normal friends.. to act as the best bud... is hardest... it's really demanding!! ahhhhh.. (ssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)


thanks buddy..