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Monday, March 29

kad gud luck saya




hehheee..

just want to show off..
my buddy had gave me this card for my technique paper last friday..

Sunday, March 28

time pass by

tikk.. tokk.. tikk.. tokk..
each second each minutes..
all my precious memory is leaving me..
wondering if i can be that sememeh makcik like standard 6 gurl..
that is the most lovely time that i ever have..
need to leave this tired+excausted+stress live soon!!
being away from all this high anxiety environment..
leaving the emotion to be settle down..
leaving the books away from my photobia eyes.. hush.. hate this glare..
leaving the stress of not finish up the notes..
leaving all these..
real soon..
ibu.. ati nak balik sudah.. yeay!!

Wednesday, March 24

final EXAM.. 26 MAC is my First paper

my first paper.. TECHNIQUE FOR AUDIOLOGY..
supprisingly, i didnt even start to revise this subject.. in my head, its all about my pead paper.. starting to calculate, what the least mark that may help me maintaining my GPA.. hm,, surely, this sem.. it will drop.. i didnt have the confident as before.. and i know, i did not manage my time well.. but still, it's not to late kan? dying study, to finish revising is my ultimate goals.. but to remember and may be able to analysze it, is another set that need to be properly arranged.. huh.. serve me right!!

but yet.. its something that we need to face..



it's my last days been the 2nd year student.. and next JULY.. i will become a 3rd years members.. with more advance experience and learning tool,, and of corse, restricted time to been with Gee..

nobody know how well i love this creatures..
n nobody know who's she to me..
for all those years, months, weeks and days..
for each minute, and seconds..
we had shared many.. many of gud memory.. and bad one..
but still..
it had stand strong..



GUD LUCK IZZAT!! $>)) eh!!!!!

Friday, March 19

my first clinic session``

yesterday, on 18 mac 2010, i had my first clinic session with Dr. Aidil..

on 8am: running to Rkud class.. so sleepy, since... ya.. it's so early in the morning..
9.30am: having breakfast with my beloved buddy.. having nasik lemak + teh ais.. (as ussual)
10.15am: going bAck to mahallah.. huhu.. need to revise my peadiatric notes.. since i had fail my last paper, scarery feeling appear..
11.00am: practice history taking with kubeh.. many things need to reconstrct,, especially the words chooseen..

12.40pm: rushing to get DAS in front of mahallah.. waa.. might be late to HTAA..
1.10pm: arrived at HTAA.. damn parking lot.. hehe.. stomach butterfly.. flyy.. in my stomach..
1.20pm: need to pray.. where's the toilet?? running to level 4 to take wuduk.. laugh myself when we go down to the clinic, the toilet is just right in front of the deprtment.. heeheee... 2nd year kn..
1.40 pm: calibrate2.. calibratee... how do i do it? taram jerlaaa!!!!
2.00pm: Sr. Marina& Sr. Rai arrive.. dup.. dup.. dup...
2.30pm: Dr Aidil arrived with that kind of face.. huhuu.. raser nak nangis!! takuuttt!!!
3.00pm.. my first patient file.. Muhammad Aizudin, with speech delay.. 2 years.. need to do VRA.. i am going to be a distrcter.. my heart beats even faster when the mother and the patient step in.... die.. dieee... dieee
not be able to distract himm... a poor response state child.. huh,, tired dude,,, but, thanks a lot to my supervisor+s... hehe,, been able to get the MRLs of this patientt..
4.oopm my second patient.. a preterm baby,, 11 mo.. same as before,, need to do vra.. but then,, i need to conduct the test.. hehee.. what? i didnt even revise the part of beeing the tester.. tapi,, kena btla muka confident.. belasah jer.....
and finally,, able to get the child mrls.. gud girl.. more reliable response state.. tq dik.. syang lebih laaa.. suddenly,
dr said.." izzati nk try bg result?" huahuahauhaaaaa.... matilaaaaaa
....end up to be starter.. didnt manage to finish the task........ with a BIG EXCUSE>>>second year kann??~~~ (0_0)


huh,,
what a day.. i love being a audiologist.. dear god, please make a clear path for me.. do love u..

Wednesday, March 17

my first entry _ in bahasa

hari ni, telepon ibu,, dgr bunyi hushing.. tahu dah, ibu tak sihat..
sempotnyer melanda, dek kerana sakan berkenduri ahad haritu..
ehmm, sedih jugak bila tahu, yg kita takder kat situ, utk kurgkan beban ibu..

ibu kater,, nak pkai inai..
kalu suruh akak,, cepat jer dia giling..
gosh!!
of course, raser sedih.. knapa la adik2 ku tak dpt tgk tggungjwb diorg kat ibu..
buat sebab sayang.. bkn sebab terpksa..
entahlaa~~~ saya nak balik....!!!

ibu..
do take care of yourself
i'll always pray for u..

Thursday, March 11

the beautiful color, deep inside our immaturity~~

the beautiful color inside our immaturity..
hey.. we may not be able, to talk happily~~
we may be not to work properly..
or even talk goodly~~
but one thing.. we can share..
accepting each others.. that wear other colors..
deep inside.. there are a love inside..

like it or not, a journey to become an audiologist..
will be haywire with many colors~~~



we're wearing a same color.. peace~~
hopefully.. no more figHt!! please.. let me be in peace.. inside the class.. huahuahua



last day, with madam paridah.. we're having a port luck.. thanks 4 zati, with this new vocab.. hehhee.. somehow.. thanks a lot for a great food.. i have a great fun back there.. thank u madam,, what a pleasure knowing u~~

Wednesday, March 10

is it possible?

is it possible to hurt somebody, without knowing it?
is it possible for me, to love someone, but neglecting others?
is it possible, to grab all the importance, leaving the limitations of it, behinds?
is it possible, to love.. respect.. sincerely,, without dying to want it been replayed back?
is it possible, to love a person, that is far.. from my eyes.. n trust it as a friendship?
is it possible to have others love, without giving one?
is it possible to ignore other, but concentrating one??
is it possible to have many friends that will always stand beside u?
is it possible to have these?? without paying anything??

NO.. i could't..
love is not something we cant own..
it has it own price..
it is emotion part, which we need to tackle
to take care off
to protect it
to respect and appreciate it..
Ya.. it's a gift..
it's a gift to somehow love someone, outsider.. making them as insider
it's a gift to somehow, shared everything.. laugh,, tears..
it's a gift.. that we could't put it aside.. because it haunting us

for the one I love..
i do love you..
if you reading this entry..
i make it for you...
yes you!!
don't see around, there's no otherss..
it's you!!

i do love you..

love: IZaTnawawi

Tuesday, March 9

My Bestest Friend
The distance between you and I
Is only a heartbeat away,
For you and I dwell in each other's heart -
There forever we will stay.

You know all my emotions,
Many they may be.
You know when to be gentle,
And when to chastise me.

Two gentle souls deeply connected,
Thoughts not spoken,
There is no need -
For the other knows what one is thinking
Even before they speak.

So with all the love I have
In my heart today,
I want to express to you
These feelings I want to stay
.


for u that i love.. thanks for this friendshippp!!.. hey,
dont be sad dear.. i always her.. standing beside u

Friday, March 5

the time past by,,

time.. that i waste, will never returned.. ya, there are a lot of favorable moment that i will always remember, but there are also a bitter one.. how do i look and appreciate those is important.. how do i link with that memory and store it in the proper site, it's also important..
the past memory that i will always remember is when i have friends.. a lot of them,, those who grow with me.. sharing each 24/7 together.. sharing thought, laugh, jokes, ate together.. and much more.. yes, it's my high school time.. having those in the memory is the good one. but to forget each bit moment is difficult.. sorry guys.. I won't forget on how you treat me, isolate is the best word.. but hey.. we all grown up now.. but please do me a favor.. do forgive me to have this kind of feeling.. and this is y i s withdraw from your life.. to live better.. away~~
when i own ones that i thought is the priceless.. one that i think was my whole life.. the one.. the one.. the one that i love, the one that i miss, the one that i ly on,, the one that leave me.. away~~ never turning back.. away from my life
ya.. will i ever forget each time with her? did i still remember her? yes.. i won't be able to delete each memory with her.. i wont able to do so..
to think the bad side of her.. is the cure..~~ look at me now.. i have a better life.. a better environment. a better friends.. a better mind.. a better emotion.. the best state that i never had before.. to live in fear.. to live in saddness.. to live in those dark environment.. had killed me.. to think rational.. to use this great design of my Almighty..

thank God..
for this second chance.. i did think about it lately.. to be thankfull of how God turn my life upside down.. turning to the better place.. giving the better one..

for those that i love before.. this love is not for u anymore.. i wont end up my life regretting y i didnt stop u.. y i didint find u.. y didnt i persuade u.. y so, and so.. no.. i wont..

i will look the bad side of it.. to keep alive..
thanks a bunch to my favorable friend.. for keep acompany me.. stand by my side.. even though,, i couldnt save it in my entire life,, but, up till this moment.. tQ

love u G..

izat~~

Wednesday, March 3

it's 12

last night, i got my EAP midterm result. as usual, i cant perform in this language field. and it was 12/20.. it's not a good mark, but hey.. i pass kay!!
i'm not a good writer, n i couldn't even speak in this foreign language.. but, i do try my best.. maybe, it was not a best, but i know, how much i work to get that 12marks.. hehheee..
i need to look this in the positive ways.. encourage myself, to not give up to learn this language.. in fact, i do love it.. but somehow, it was a complicated one.. since first grade, i learn.. but where it gone~~?? mybe, i didnt have a proper guideline to stimulate me in the proper manner.. maybe, i didnt have enough input to be better writer.

for my friends, who didnt be able to perform well..
hey,, we're in the same shoes..
please stop crying..
i do love you~~